okay so long time since last post. a lot has hapeened in my life since then. i grew up quite a bit. got married, am planning on starting a family and finally managed to hold down a full time job for more than a few months. i play in 2 weekly dungeouns and dragons games these days. its fun and challenging seeing how many ways i can get myself into trouble. i also enjoy playing the many games i got for my long awaited nintendo ds. most awesome thing ever. i may sometimes forget my cell phone at home but my ds is never far from me. haha.

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okay i must say that im not always the nicest person in the world sometimes. that said i think i hurt someone i care about deeply very badly last weekend and i wanted to apologize to them. i know i was wrong and a bad day is no cause for what i said to them. they deserve whatever happiness they can find in this cruel and often lonely world. i behaved like a petulant child child refused a new toy and that was just wrong and im sorry. i hope youll forgive me and still be my friend.

okay so its been awhile since the last update. a few things have happened. i got a job finally wee. i got a car too. ill be mobile here soon. im working at a place called magic mart. its kinda like big lots on steroids. its not bad there are quite a few neat people there that i think ill have fun getting to know. i think soon ill be able to finish a few secret plans ive had going recently. itll feel good to be out with them. its not too bad being active again. im enjoying it. its so neat to deal with people on a daily basis. its so cute dealing with their stupidity. well thats all for now. cuddles to all you lovelies of mine.

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Monday I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In April I bought porn for thrawn82 (10 points). In October I farted in an elevator (-6 points). In May I didn't flush (-1 points). Last week I turned thrawn82 in for eating carbs (3 points). Overall, I've been nice (332 points). For Christmas I deserve a new bike! Sincerely, lavenderelf

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okay so sea lion form actually was pretty easy after finding where i needed to go. as is most things i guess. its not as cute as my bear so i went and motored thru a few more levels so i could get my cute little cat form. 6 or so levels yesterday done and it was quite tireing. sitting at lev 18 as of this morning but that should change by the end of the day most likely. its getting harder to level tho. quests are nice and cute and all thos happy things. im really lucky in grabbing greens. i can usually find 5-9 a day. eh well enough jibber off to reading a book and seeing rl.

okay so i went a few days ago to get the title and tags transferred over to my happy car. my first car wee. have yet to actually drive the stupid thing tho. but in the process of getting it i somehow got wrangled into making a trip to the mountains. still not sure exactly how but i think my habit of sleep ing in cars had a lot to do with it. i woke up to the popping of my ears somewhere an hr from our destination thinking my head was exploding. well a very twisty road and a bit of talking later we eneded up a few miles above Boone on a cute little farm playing with a dog and admiring large pumpkins. the dog was sweet full of energy and slobber. the pumpkins were huge but a nice portain were small. we brought home a few. i made a most delicious pie out of a japanese pumpkin last night. it was a new experiment that turned out nicely. theni went to sleep cause death in WoW was getting tireing and i have so much to do to get my sea lion form. but oh well todays project i guess. not much else going on gunna run out and get some chores done.

finding good friends to hang out with is nice. a house full of guys that play my kinda games is sweetness all around. i started sorta playing wow on a friends account. its kinda interesting. i started out as a druid night elf. death is funny ive found. its not as bad as in med except when you jump off of big trees. not much else going on. i have a job interview today that im told is just a formality and that i should have a job within a few days. that would be nice. geez sleep has been eluding me again lately but its not for lack of trying. i feel tired a lot recently and have been getting randomly sick these days. but hopefully once my stress about certain things wears off ill be better.

hmm its always fun when life tries to scare you. its quite interesting too when you are a big scaredy cat on top of it. but thats another story for another time maybe. so not much new going on now. i go in for pretesting for college tomorrow night. wee go me! i put my things into the fair this morning. my peanut brittle should place well unless it decides to make another bleed. (and yes colin it was stupidity on my part to break it that way.) anyway.... the peanut butter cookies turned out splendid i must say. they should plce as well. the sweet rolls on the other hand are a toss up, but they always are. i am competing against women that have baking longer than ive been alive for the most part. i find that not so many ppl bake anymore. it can be a very fun and relaxing thing making bread especially. the kneading is such good tension relief and the rising times are just windows of oppurtunities to do do fun things...cough.. okay back to me. i find that walking around town has taken on a new disappointment. i hate being honked at and catcalled and i especially hate the "come give papi a kiss" i hear a lot these days. im just about convinced most men are pigs as well as some women. but thats enough of that. hmm i missed ranting. i missed a lot of things that im doing now. im starting to become who i wanted to be and it feels nice. and i like some of the other changes in my life but thats on a need to know basis now. well gotta run so little to do in the unending quest to end the boredom of an ADHD life.